tuesday
15th novemeber 2011
20.06
pffff cant stand this waiting anymore!!!
if i can lasso the days,pull them all together in a knot,
make it the day that i want tomorrow,i would :)
every waking and sleeping moment ,,,
it occupies my soul,my mind and my heart xxx
my days are a blur,
it makes my belly crave,
my mind race...
my heart skip a beat :)
it is bloody torture not hearing his voice...
not to feel his touch...
have all those warm kisses on my lips,
not to have him inside of me,controlling my whole being in that suspended moment in time,,,
just him and me
just the two of us ....
then i wake up,realizing it is all a dream ...
but still i am waiting
thinking of him...
aching
with relentless anticipation of him being here with me xxxx
